Linda Hassan

Oh! My gosh...tinggal kami berdua yang perempuan- aku n diana wat kerja subbing and layout. The workload so much. But what a fuss where we are surrounded by the food. The rambutan from En Nazar, the Mac Donald sponsor by k min...the untouched food from cafe....What a heaven eventhough all of us have to do 4 pages each... So luvly..so enjoyable in the name of tension..hehehe...Great day, great work..great boss and great friends.....

People luv to lie, need to lie just for the sake of sacred  luv. Indeed some people have thousands reasons to do that. Lie to themselves just to hide the truth where the truth is too painful to endure even though that luv is purely will break the other person's life. Yes! We have thousands reason to held our head straight up just for the name of luv. But do we know and realize the luv we hold tight in heart, held up in head,  actually is not a luv after all. It just some sort of infatuated of other person's persona, of other person sweet talked that have won our heart without we even notice after all it just a game played by that person. Do we realized that person after all can leave us just like a wind. Blown away our luv into the thin air without any sympathy. And that person will  fly away like a butterfly, like a bee went for another fresh flowers. Leave us in pain, hated our selves for our own stupidity of believing that person will stay by our side for the rest ...

2011 leaving  me a lot of painfull memories. The untold story full of hatred, full of sadness, full of betrayal has tailing my life. Leaving me a scar that won't never be forgotten till my eyes shut. Forever shut. Indeed ,yes! shut forever. Should i be pitied? Nope. Never.

That gothic girl, With dark circle eyes, With dark lip, Won his heart, Purely won his heart, He smile to her, With open heart, Lure her to come to his embraced, Whispering thousands love word, Promise her to go beyond the lover, Take her as his lawful wife, Till death to us part,

The moment i knew he has another girl in his life i knew my sad story will never end.. This is not the beginning and this is not the end of the story ....But it is the story of my life that i shuld live on...If he insist to have her than he can have her. He can have her by all means. But he will lose me. Lose me forever ....everything burnt into ashes... That's what he want right?

Kenapa hidup ini sangat memeritkan? Kenapa hati ini sangat sakit sekali? Jika aku diberi ruang waktu untuk kembali ke detik itu ...aku pasti tidak akan memilih mu. Lara aku , duka aku....sepinya seorang aku...tiada siapa yang peduli. Aku takut sekali jika Allah membuka hati aku untuk orang lain. Tapi akhirnya dibukaNYA juga hati ini untuk menutup segala kekecewaan  yang selama ini tak tertanggung dek hati.  Tapi sayangnya cinta itu hadir kala aku dan dia tak mungkin bersatu buat selamanya. Aku dan dia punya rencana hidup yang berbeza....Langkah kami sudah tidak sehala, biar ku simpan saja rindu itu dalam hati. Biar ku pandang mu dari kejauhan .......Biar  ku pendam saja segala rasa yang ada dalam jiwa ini....... Kerana Allah lebih mengetahui rahsia hati ku.....

Jangan panggil aku sial! Jangan panggil aku bodoh! Jangan panggil aku mangkuk! Jangan panggil aku p....k! Jangan panggil semua itu! Aku punya nama!

Aku tidak pernah tanya siapa kau? Aku tidak pernah persoal kejujuran seawal pertemuan kita, Aku tidak pernah peduli sejarah hitam mu yang menyesak dadaku, Kerana aku percaya kau akan berubah menjadi yang terbaik demi aku, Ternyata aku silap perhitungan, Silap menyusun langkah, Sejujurnya aku silap, Namun aku pasrah jika itu kehendakNya...

Is there any true love in real life? I alwiz asking myself coz in reality its really hard to have one rite!  Even at  first we thought we did find a true love, a soulmate but sad to say at the end it turn up to be nothing at all. Just a piece of crap, toss away. Shuld we grief over it! Maybe at first we may be feel sad  a bit, hurt a bit. But like other say, life must go on....we shuld move forward, let hurt fuel up your life. stay strong coz Allah alwiz there for you...

Could someone tell me which way should I go? Should go to the left or should I go to the right? It look so messy, so miserable, so unsure to me. Should I choose the right one? But it look like it lead me to somewhere Coz I can see the light at the end of the road. Could it be the joy of life that I have been hoping to have all this while, Or is it just a fake light that trying to lure and frame me?

Maybe it's me, Is not him, It's me to be blame, For the tiring life you have, Maybe it's me, The one who should left your side, To give the new love of yours stay by your side, Maybe it's me, To end all the bitterness in me.... To gain the sweetness of my life by myself, without full of hatred.

It hurt so much when you know someone dear to you have someone else. It feel so hard to swallow, hard to bear, hard to understand why such betrayal have to happen again and again after all ... So many years you've been giving that person so many chances hoping that person will change to someone that will love you forever and be at your side for the rest of your life.  But you never tot that person actually never change a bit. Will you stand still and see the betrayals that person keep giving to you again and again like a rewind tape?  Will you? However those hurtfull feelings  has to end sooner or later.

Aku tak mampu untuk berkata ya atau tidak.. biarkan saja waktu menentukan. Biarkan saja detik waktu mengajar erti kepayahan  hidup. Jika itu permintaanmu sedari awal lagi, aku kira itu yang terbaik buat mu. Aku biarkan saja. Mahu ku lihat sehebat mana keadilan yang kau jaja selama ini...

Tiada lagi kenangan indah untuk ku abadikan, Sekadar momen luka sarat menutupi segenap pelusuk  hati, Cerita cinta silam kian menghilang, Menghapus rasa kasih, menghanyut segala rindu, Membunuh segala rasa yang ada, Aku tak ingin mengenangnya lagi, Biar masa membawa aku ke mana saja, Aku tak mahu bertapa lagi dihati mu, Biar semuanya mati, biar semuanya pergi, Biar tiada yang tinggal, sedikit pun aku tidak mahu, Aku tak mahu tangisi lagi.....

Gudbye my teen lover, It's  time for me to say those word, Gudbye my teen lover, It's time for me to let go ur hand, Gudbye my teen lover, Someday, somehow we will meet again...

Mulus bicaramu, Meminta aku memahami dirimu, Aku akur melihat ketulusan tuturmu, Pun dihatiku masih tertanya.... Jujurkah kala kata itu diucap? Atau sekadar menutup rona hidup yang berbilang?

Siapa aku, dia, mereka, Bukan lagi cerita lama, Rentetan cerita yang tak pernah bersurut, Aku terima seadanya, Pun jauh di sudut hati, Aku tahu masih ada yang disembunyikan, Masih ada kabus mengaburi hati, Aku tunggu setitis hujan, Melerai segala kemusykilan di hati.

Salam dan selamat menyambut tahun baru 2011. Moga kehadiran tahun 2011 memberi kita semua keberkatan, kebaikan dan perjalanan kerjaya, hidup dan sebagainya. Moga segala-galanya berjalan dengan lancar. Tahun ni dua anak aku nak ambik periksa, PMR dan UPSR. Hopefully kedua-duanya dapat membuat yang terbaik untuk diri mereka. Sebagai ibu, aku sentiasa berdoa supaya anak-anak aku sentiasa berada dalam jagaan-Nya dan lindungan-Nya. Moga nur keimanan mengiringi kehidupan anak-anakku. Permulaan tahun baru 2011, moga apa yang dihajati tercapai jua. Tahun 2010 memberi aku kebahagian yang tak ternilai. Aku berharap 2011 juga seperti tahun sebelumnya. Bagi aku sebagai hamba-Nya aku akur dengan takdir dan dugaan yang diberikan-Nya pada aku. Sebagai hamba-Nya, aku bersyukur kerana Allah sentiasa melindungi aku dan mendengar apa yang aku minta selama ini. Aku bersyukur ke hadrat Illahi kerana aku bahagia dengan apa yang diberikan-Nya. Amin...